Disconnect from it all

Apr 27, 2017
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Sunday morning april 23rd, 2017 wasn't an ordinary morning. This day was a very special day because it was my daughters 8th birthday. Preparing for sunday service i decided what would now be me last and final live video for that season because not knowing, God was getting ready to speak to me ever so softly in a loud sunday service and say disconnect from it all................

April 8th 2017 coming home from vegas without my husband who had missed his flight, yes we both were to get on the plane together but he had to check luggage, we had arrived late and boarding time was close to being called. I made it to the gate with just in time before the gates were closing, quickly reaching for my cell phone i called my husband and said their boarding where are you?? he said i won't make it, i said should u go (knowing we had left my daughter with the sitter and she had to be picked up) he said go ahead.....

Boarding the plane, found my seat an really feeling uneasy about leaving my husband and knowing what was to come once he arrived home. In my many attempt to phone him, my calls went unanswered. Midnight had approached, laying in the bed i hear my husband come in the front door. Angry was an understatement, the events that would take place leading up to April 23rd 2017 when God spoke to me and said "Disconnect from it all" seek me, eat from my word, hide yourself in me an do not be moved. I thought it had something to do with my business but how many of you no that God does nothing out of order and that doesn't make sense.

I disconnected from Facebook, and all social media April 24th 2017 and completely hide myself in Gods word, soaked in worship, and laid at his feet. My husband had left his family April 9th 2017 the day after returning from vegas an hadn't come back but only for one night on april 24th. The morning of April 27th i woke up and rededicated my life back to God, i began to just thank him before my feet even hit the floor during my worship time he dropped a Scripture in my spirit Ephesians 6:10 Finally be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. I proceeded on with my day, dropping my daughter off at school, came back to spend time in praise and worship and in prayer. I had determined that i would wait until i heard from God this day.........

I can promise you that if you seek God with your whole heart, if you wait on him to speak, he will. God spoke a word to me that i would like to share with you

"Be Still and know that i am God. Do not follow the ways of the world for unto it is death and destruction. the time is NOW. You will SEE my FACE. SEEK me early and you will find me. EAT from me. Do not look to the left nor to the right but straight ahead. The path has been made for you my daughter, in all of your ways acknowledge me. Strength is your portion. You are FAVORED. Theres a way that seems right unto men but it leads to death. Be STILL and know that i am GOD. Your time is NOW. Follow my instructions, listen for my voice. You are not alone for I AM with you every step of the way. It may hurt, you may cry, but its for your good. You don't understand but i know whats BEST for you. Ive herd your cry and i am answering. Do not be afraid for i am with you and will keep you from harm. let Go completely. Release it. give it to me. Peace i leave with you. I AM your Daddy. I will give you your hearts desire. FREEDOM is yours. LOVE is yours. HOPE is yours. JOY is yours all the days of your life. TRUST me my daughter and be filled."

Ten minutes later i hear a know at the door, i look outside an its the Sheriffs serving me Divorce papers that my husband filed. Two weeks ago, i would've began to fight back in my own strength, TODAY i am prepared for battled while wearing the full armor of GOD! and my battle is not going to be fought by me in the flesh but by God in the spirit. You may not understand why God is instructing you to do a certain thing as i didn't on Sunday of this week, but i know today that he was preparing me for battle!

I can only think about what would've happened had i not been obedient to Gods instructions when he told me to disconnect from everything and hide myself in him.....I rejoice today because Everything concerning me and this divorce is going to work out for Gods glory and my Good, i once was Broken, afraid, scared, in pain, fearful of leaving a toxic, controlling, mentally, verbally, emotionally abusive marriage............Im no longer afraid and have truly been broken into PEACE......

To be Continued...