I'm not ment to be Silent

What happens when you meet a person, fall in love with that person and right from the begining you find yourserlf fighting to fit. Fighting to be that one they loved as much as you loved them. What happens when you make that person your everything, maybe even more than God was your everything. What happens when love became Fear, pain, emotional and verbal abuse. What happens when you love that person with everything even if it ment not loving yourself enough to realize that you have gotten so far from who you are that your living trying to make sure that person is validated in knowing who they are.

What happens when everything you went through made you stay away from the very one you would need when you felt like you have no will, no stregnth, no hope, and no power to continue on living.......At least not like this...

What happens is, that Gods grace and mercy is still there. His arms are still stretch out reaching for you to just run, run into the arms of a father that you felt you were so far from but yet in still he was that much more close to you. What happens when you have made up in your mind that Dying in a relationship with the person who is suppose to protect you but watching you die, was no longer an option.

What happens when you finally get the stregnth to say I will not Die but i will use the fums i have left as energy to get up take Gods hand and grant him access to revive every area that had been completely shut down, numb, hidden trying to protect what ever else was left of life. I don't know whats to come for me in the near future but i can tell you i have a pretty good feeling that its going to be pretty amazing. I have an amazing God that is leading the way....

What happens when God speaks to every broken area of your life........What happens is, you begin to live again.

Shalonda Inspires