Dear Past,
- Jun 27, 2015
- 2 min read
Dear Past, today i would like to say thank you. As i often sit and look back at all of the things you have taught me i can't help but to ge so grateful. Of course, While walking through, living it, being in it alot of days months and years were full of pain, doubt, fear, shame, depression, and low self esteem not to even mention low self worth. I could remeber wondering, God why did you even creat us, was it to be hurt like Jesus was. Was it to find love only to have it snatched away from you? was it to build relationships only to loose someone you loved so deeply to death. God, why is the question i often found myself asking.....
Then something happened, i remember being in such a low place but being introduced to people who would show me that there is real love, that God never intended for me to go through life hopeless, hurt, and hating. They would love me with the love of God. I can remember asking God why? why did you place these people in my life now after ive lost hope, after i've gotten to the point where it is what it is. God said i connected you with Destiny, with relationships that i knew would show you that there is love. He said i connected you because there is grateness in you and they will show you how to unlock the greatness i have on the inside of you. Has the road been easy, of course is hasnt. But i can look back and say, Dear past thank you.....Thank you for pushing me into an awesome future. Thank you for the pain, the heartache. Thank you for making sure that things would one day get so bad that after i lost all hope and trust, I in return was searching for it again.....
Dear Past thank you......Hello Future...
Shalonda
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